Touch of Fyra

Sitting in front of the computer while listening raya song (finding a mood of raya even I am not feel of it)..I have no idea.. Frankly speaking I am not feel to celebrate raya this year. The reason I am back home next week just because to see my parents. The rest of it..It is just fake..Fake ok..I am trying hard to create a mood by physcho myself that this raya will be much more better than before. However it doesn't help at all. I have no idea WHY..??Obviously last night accompany my partners in crime searched jubah for along and he managed to get one. Erk aku still no idea nak ke x nak beli.I was so tired last night .Back from sahur..I maanged to have hot shower and straight jump on my bed....I had fun with them.So i was happy last night....Which i feel i am blessed to get the feelings back. What was happen this week.Yeah this week just pissed me off. However surprisingly this time, I just pretend everything seems good. Even deep down inside my heart. I bet it is worst..Worst ok..I have no idea where to start at.Starting from my workplace, sort of confiscate relationship and so and so. Work, everything is ok.However I am not feel of kind of appreciation. Therefore I am thinking of to start or just shut up and move ahead. I have no idea why I have this kind of this feeling..But everything I feel have a reasons.. Relationship...Do understand it is hard to predict. However I believe "In the prestigious builidng in KL's Elite, Sometimes I'm mistakenly open the door that belong to someone else"...Muahaha..Mau ada yang kena jerit dan di jerit kan..Ok ok.. Another one is empty promised...Ok pantang bagi aku kan..Kalau janji tu tolong la di tepati kan..If you keep give me the stupid promised of coz aku pun marah kan. Like hello you deal with human not a dolls.So I have no idea what to say.Sorry for being vulgar, but next time if something happen to you I WILL NEVER EVER HELP YOU ANYMORE. What you did just hurt me...You just brought back my worst self.. Me versus You...No Limits.. Maybe my mistakes too...I let someone in, and left my self cold outta there. Yet sometimes despite what I want, I may forget the door has too many locks. ~Bisou Bisou~

Dutchess Home Soon..

It was like a year that Fleur left me and fly back to Holland. She is one of my BFF.A slumber and easy going girl.

We met accidentally when I was on my way to Ritz Carlton for tea fair by Ronnefeldt. When Fleur here, few month before she back to Holland we became very closed. We do all things together together,shopping, clubbing and even girl talks moment. Enough of it.The icing on the cake is my favorite gurl will be home soon to see me..Auww.. It is so sweet....

It gonna be a blast month soon for us two..So basically I will see her. But wait guest what. Her brother..Drop dead handsome too. Uh lalala.Till then..

I love my dutchessssss

10 things about me...

There is nothing to be proud out..But who cares this is my blog..Rite.Well most of my sayang know well

about me..Sayang refers to Fatin,Rahmah,Hana,Azhar and rest of them.

Shall we start?

1. Chubby..

MUahaha..No matter how many times i tried hard to diet. I am still losing a few inch but i am still chubby.

Muahha..anyway i doesnt feel bad now.It is better than skinny rite..pegang sana sini tulang.I am represent real size figure okey

2. Shoes..

I do fans loads of shoes..Wah kan sanggup simpan duit semata mata untuk kasut.

3. Bag..

Lagi besar beg tu lagi bagus senang nak sumbat banyak benda...rasa rudy azhar pun lepas kan...

4.Food..

sapa tak suka makan sila berambus dari dunia ini.. ha...

makanan itu sedap! sedap kan makanan?? mcm tuh sekali trill nya aku bila bab makan ni kan.... akui kuat makan dan

x suka membazir..ishh..

5. Mandi

Bila bosan masuk dalam bilik air then berangan..lagi best tutup lampu then cucuh lilin feel romantic

padam semua lampu kan (then buka balik sebab gelap.) terus berus satu badan..kalau keluaq dari toilet x diva sangat saja kan..

6. Ketawa Kuat kuat..

Wah memang aku gelak non cover okey..sapa x suka sila berambus..Boleh...

7.Tidor

Memandangkan kerja aku mencabar sometimes bila cuti aku suka tidur..Wah best ok..Guling guling kat katil

sambil pelok teddy bear dan bantal busuk..

8. Berangan/ Day dream yang melampau..

Bila tunggu orang kan..Aku suka day dream okies..The wildest one espc bila nak sesuatu benda tu kan..

Terus rasa nak lari pergi ATM then tup tup dalam tu ada sejuta you - us - dee..hah kan ko mampu?

9. Online/Google freak.

Bila terdengar satu benda ke apa kan cheq sanggup berjam jam google okeyss..But the best is u r become

more informative and knowlegable "nak anyam ketupat mesti la kena ada proof kan,mana boleh main hentam je"

TECHNOLOGY STATE OF THE ART kaedahnya..tue belom FB,tweeter, Tagged, segala bagai..kalah artis gitew.

10. Gym..

Cukup suka okies..walaupun x kurus2 tapi di akui badan aku firm nok non geleber ok..Ko mampu?

hah kan..especially lari lari model kat treadmill sambil dengar lagu Akon "Angel" feeling macam tengah runway kan..hah Ko boley?

So ...these are 10 things randomly about me..

Anyway till then..

25 random things

25 of random things of Missy Fyra

1. I secretly read up on my horrorscope just to feel good about myself. We Virgorian are AWESOME! 2.I'd sit crossed legged anywhere and everywhere if i can. 3.I hated cats till Puddy came along. Now I do not feel like kicking cats anymore 4.I get away with things most of the time..and then sometimes i get busted... dammn! 5.I love big big high pressured shower heads... I get depressed when I have to leave hotel rooms 6.I'm in a better place now than I thought I'd be when i was doing my UPSR. I am still grateful for this... 7.I love to travel and I love the beach... I'm always planning my next getaway 8.I believe there's a Karma Police too... and he's out to get bad bad people.. and he has a car with a siren too. 9.I love Disney cartoons... I think my whole family can agree with me when I say the classics are way much more fun than the new ones... *ttruustttt innnn meeeeeee 10.I hate snakes.. and other reptiles.. they're not pets... neither are they food... but I wouldn't mind you throwing them in the flaming fires of hell... I can not watch National Geographic without screaming and asking the guy “WWHHYYYYY????” 11.I secretly can cook 'gourmet' for my survival.. I'm just not sure about yours... 12.I have no idea why i dated whoever i dated in the past years.... they scare the shit out of me now... 13.I cant say any different about the one i'm going out with now... but he cracks me up.. 14.My opinions matters to me & it hurts when you ignore it... yours seldom do... but i like to hear them anyway (we all do this.. get over it) 15.Funny things run through my head all the time.. I'm not smiling at you weirdly... 16.I'm fickle minded... and its not cause I cant make up my mind... its cause i want it all 17.I enjoy the company of my maternal family more... I am allowed to be whomever I want. 18.Most of my teachers / lecturers said I will be somebody someday... I'm beginning to think they were lying... 19.I can swap from rock to opera to oldies in matter of seconds... My MP3 playlist can never be understood or played out loud publicly. 20.I work for money... it helps to pay for my holidays away from work. 21.I take my battles to the graves if I believe I'm right... Even when you've won, you secretly feel the need to watch your back for the rest of your life. I”M GONNA GET YOUUUUU 22.I hate making appointments in advance... I always anticipate a better option. 23.I used to drink Scott's Emulsion from the bottle, swallow handfuls of Chewies (fav's the elephant & lion) and brush my teeth with tubes and tubes of Kodomo Lion toothpaste when I was 4... I still feel the urge to do the same... Why wasn't I being watched? 24.Hanging from the handles and lying on the head rests at the backseat of the car used to be my favorite to do while my dad drove me around when I was 4... I thank God for seatbelts now.. 25.I taught my cat to sit, lie down and play dead in a day... Now she does them all at once every time I have food in my hands.

Memories

Memories..

Everyone of us have their own so called memories. It doesnt matter whether it is good or bad.

Well just a quick thought.."some people come into our lives and leave footprints on our hearts...

others come into our lives and make us wanna leave footprints on their face".

Since i am off duty for 4 days. I am filling my own time over a breaking fasting time with my dearly friends at my working place.

Bad news along (one of my favourite brothers not came this time due he has something emergency).

It was good anyway.Sitting and enjoy the food and the same time having crapping with them.

After back home and sat down at sofa, I do realized i am alone at home while the other girls stil

in Penang with their boyfriend and Negin with Lyod prepare a quick trip to Singapore over their civil marriage.

Received a call from old friend changing my mind. I was at outside on Sunday night with the old friends and his families.Nevertheless makes me think about someone called Siamese Cats..

Actually only a few know who is a Siamese Cat..Well we met accidentally in a cyber world.

Then this gentleman invite me over a drink...and I met him..Frankly what I can describe he is a nice guy.

So from there we are became good friend...The best is kan.Masa mula mula aku jumpa dia kan..

I have no idea...I can describe is as a.erkkk Bapa Ayam..Babi kan statement aku..Muahaha

Ok ok from there we are became good friend but not so close macam Azhar la kan..Macam Azhar mau pening aku.

Jumpa lelaki baru di date segala bagai, Azhar juga yang akan tau kan..

Masa aku nak pindah rumah baru..He do offer me a hand in helping me to move all my item..(Tq babe).Infact after that he do arranged a dinner when he came back in KL.

However he do arrived late due flight delay and dinner was cancelled.

After that he disappeared ..Hilang tanpa berita. tup tup..I do received offline messages at YM he told me..Babe I am in Dubai.

I was like..Erkk..Feeling masa tue..( Happy,sebak,sedih dan lain lain) and he online after that..wah berbunga hati ku okies..

BrukBrek...then of coz la aku rasa happy gila kan....Tengok tingkap pun aku senyum and etc...

Hehhehe..Then he disapppear again..wah kan...giler jumpa then dissappear..

Bung Bang Bung Bang masa aku cuti...bila bangun..ialah ber YM ok..Then..Aku jumpa dia and he was in KL that time..Woowwwwwooo..Super happy ok bila dapat tahu he was in Kl that time..We was chat at YM before continue it over with dinner...

When i saw him..Menjerit aku..Oh my God you are so different...But he still him..With his friendliness and more stories yang dia akan cerita kat aku..

The icing on the cake was during that time he kept mentioned when he will see me again many times..Sumpah sebak aku wei nak menangis pun ada..I told him..Supposedly the question is by me to you not you are the one to ask me..Aku bagitahu dia..Ada rezeki aku akan jumpa dia balik..Insya Allah kan..Sumpah aku nak nangis dow..Sedih gila..after the dinner we walk along the street and upon leaving i was like shit..(fyra stop crying...i became emo bitch LOL)The best is after the dinner aku mengalami syndrome BLUR!!

Mujur sekarang blur tue dah berkurang..hehee..apa pun it is one of my greatest memories ok..Saat blog ni di tulis pun aku still senyum senyum..hehehe..stupid rite

Well if you read this, babe..do take care yourself.Hoping to see you around once you hit KL. I do miss you indeed =)

Petua 3B

Petua 3 B....

Since agak lama aku tak memblogkan diri due kerja yang agak busy..Girl's outing days..(which are a must in our families!!)

and so on..So I am here today..Exactly to write again..Uh lala..Petua 3 B ini actually di ambil dari sebuah

majalah yang aku pun tak berapa nak ingat..But agak menarik untuk jenaka santai...

Petua 3B

seorang pemuda bertemu seorang ustaz untuk meminta nasihat...

Pemuda:Ustaz, kenapa susah sangat saya hendak bertemu jodoh. Sampai sekarang saya belum ada kekasih..

Ustaz:Perempuan yang macam mana kamu idamkan?

Pemuda:Saya mahukan gadis yang cantik,tinggi,kurus,kulit putih dan mencintai saya sepenuh hati..

UStaz: Kalau begitu kamu harus ikut petua 3B.Pertamanya ialah BERUSAHA..

Pemuda: Sudah ustaz..Sudah berusaha.Merata tempat saya pergi cari perempuan. Tapi letih saja, seorang pun tidak dapat.

Ustaz:Kalau begitu kamu buat B yang kedua iaitu BERDOA DAN BERPUASA..

Pemuda: Itu pun saya dah buat ustaz. Lepas sembahyang saya akan berdoa. Setiap hari Isnin dan Khamis saya akan berpuasa.

Ustaz:Kalau itu pun kamu dah buat,nampaknya kamu sangat perlukan B yang ketiga..

Pemuda: Apa dia ustaz..Erkk Bunga..Mandi Bunga ke..

Ustaz: Erkk.Kamu perlu BERCERMIN DIRI..