I am September

JANUARY = CHATTER Loves to chat. Loves those who love... them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to cont...rol emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY = THUG Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH = GORGEOUS Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless.

APRIL = SEXY Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains.

MAY = LOVER Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

JUNE = FINEASS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

JULY = GANGSTA You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!

AUGUST = ATTITUDE outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

SEPTEMBER = IMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

OCTOBER = HOTTIE Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

NOVEMBER = SWEETIE Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

DECEMBER = BEAUTY This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited

No more drama

Just as every summer ends, all tourists come home. All dreamers wake up. And new problems are born.

And just like that, a pretty girl's ugly secret is revealed.But no matter what the season brings..

Me always Me..Nothing change!!

~Sometimes you just have to come clean. No matter how many dirty secrets come out~

October about to end soon!!..Then I do realized a lot of things happen in this 2011..

I personally felt that 2011 are colourfull..Hahha.I really mean it.

In fact I knew someone, who actually yang aku anggap macam family kan..But because one thing happen

all faded away. Just because a wrong sending mail, I was given a silence treatment..Haha..In fact

the most heart break statement "Eh I thought you celebrate lavishly with your so called amantes"

Wohoo People like this deserve the standing ovation of your tallest finger..So enough with it..

However one more things like I just realized with my monkey bro.Someone is sick and really really fucking

a doctor right now.Well I am pretty sorry for you. You really NEED a doctor to fade away your paranoid

or kind of your attitude of lurve-to-jump-to conclusion..And after that.YOUTHINKYOUALWAYSRIGHTEVENYOUARENOT!!

Hmm..the best part was like I have no idea why...MAk banyak kerja nok..But I do follow the flow..It is part and parcel that I need to reduce my tensed with my works =)

The funny is you are well educated person. And I was adore you before and always proud to have you

as a part of my families..

But now..I was wrong A BIG TOTALLY WRONG..LOL..Never judge a book by its cover..I should flip more the pages till end..

Anyway..I am not losing anything..And I dont mind to losing something which is new and fragile

I am looking for high end quality of friendship.I do haveThe persons who always accept the best and even the worst of me....And I do appreciate to the max..I do have Baq, My monkey bro and few of amantes !!

I know with kind of my attitude..I dont have any problems to find so call friends.

However, I am not stupid enough.I am very picky to choose whom i want to be. But this time

I was made kind of big mistakes..The warning that I had been received earlier...Should not be ignored..

The terms IGNORANCE JUST A BLISS..Doesnt work weiii...

Nevertheless.I felt sorry to my monkey bro..Due of this..I am so sorry..My mistake..But.I feel so entertained

with this kind of drama..it is time to grab a pop corn and continue what's next!!

Enjoy the show peeps!!!

A piece of ME

Slowly slowly … the faces fade away The memories of yesterday pass away … If only it wasn’t for that day … an old street just an old street reminds me of that day Just an old street with the same green trees … it’s just a different day Nothing has changed … but only me For better or worst might be … Walking along … the memories recalled of another day and another... I remember when I walked away … as I knew I won’t walk it again Since then thing are just the same … just an older than me street Strange isn’t it … how things can remain some time the same I walked away and I know this way … it impossible for me to come again How strong that street can be I can’t face it …. I don’t want, and so I don’t want to walk it again but for some reason I went that way … My father used to say …. You can say so much son … but you can only do less … … maybe one day I can do more than I say ... maybe I can And so I went a head …for some time not for so long … then I look back It all looks so close while it’s yet so far away …. the years has based away just like the face that faded away ... that street saw it all ... all that way Whoever comes back ... comes with pain … from the past they come with pain Walking that street I though I know ... who walked in and out was never their Those trees where ... I found it very difficult to try and understand ... Piece ... here and there ... almost every where and from anywhere collected and then thrown away A plate full of honey ... can only give you honey ... a street full of traffic will only hold you back

Feeling Feeling

AA:Every girl fantasizes about finding her Prince Charming. But if that Prince refuses to come...

A girl has to take matters into her own hands...

So enough of the BassNess Story.I am interested to tell my story and my MB....

My MB currently in somewhere..Saja aku tak nak state..Kang di tahu mampus.haahahha

Ok..So masa raya tu kan..My MB wish me selamat hari raya terus i tertido pukul 1 am..Happy punya pasal

Muahaha..Buruk gila perangai macam tu..Mak aku pun excited bila MB ada cakap nak datang Penang if kerja dia

habis awal..ehehhe

Anyway MB memang keep promised dari dia kat SG sampai la kat US dia keep in touch dengan aku..

Even x la setiap 1 jam but we keep updated each other..gila setiap 1 jam..mati la aku..

With him i do feel comfy very much..and safe..

The most memorable memory when he walked me in KL..actually kat changkat je.Yes for others might be

nothing but for me I feel so special.And the tears was about to running down. Satu benda yang aku

tak pernah alami.Sedih tak tentu pasal.hehhe..

Kan..over tau...Hah.then since he in US, ada je masa lapang bila dia free aku free YM je kerja kami..

Muahaa..ada je yang nak di cakap.Terus mak bunga bunga je hati..Pergi kerja pun energetic gitew..

Muaahahah..Padahal cerita tu xde la apa sangat.But the time he spend masa break buzz aku.Make me appreciate.

Then after that..baru aku realized..ala2 discovery channel even my monkey bro cakap

"Apa yg ko discovery,dia nyah ke..Grrr.."

Aku discovered kan.My MB ada sense of humour..Muahaha..Over a year baru aku sedar..Hahaha..Ye la jumpa

pun jarang.Dia pergi sana sini.One thing I do respect about him..Even he is someone,money is not big

problem for him, he is very humble.Satu benda yang aku suka..hehehe

Then bila aku tanya kat En Rudy.."macamana ko tahu aku suka dia ek?"

Terus dia jawab "i know J is special..jgn tanya mcmana i tau ok..nanti i jwb dgn stupiakk answer..lol"

harus aku ketok dia..haahhah

Even masa aku lambat masa jumpa dia..Sebab masa tu jammed, he still acting cool la..Sumpah kalau

orang lain habis aku di carutsss.hehhee..

Kan..memang aku rasa happy la..But as usual i cant be excited too much even mid october dia akan

datang sini katanya.I need to discover wether he is martini straight up or vodka with a twist..

Bare in mind cik AA..heehhe.

In fact i memang suka dia..But I kena ukur diri I..Dia tu Encik Pilot.Baik gila, Gentleman gila..So aku

waras lagi..In fact ada rezeki ada la..Tak de tak perlu nak meroyan tahap gaban kan..Hhehehe

"The problem with fairy tales is that they set a girl up for disappointment.

In real life, the Prince goes off with the wrong Princess.

Or the spell wears off and two lovers realize they're better off as... well, whatever they are...

But I'll confess. Every once in awhile a girl craves her fairy tale ending.

So sleep tight, kiddies. It seems like AA got her happily ever after.

~Bisou Bisou~

Fade Away

AA :Thanksgiving, my favorite holiday.

As always I'll be spending it giving thanks for the bounty of secrets I've harvested from you this year.

But leave a place for me at your table. I'll be back for just desserts.

Well..It is October..Wohoo..I wish October are much much better that September..

Obviously loads of things happen last month.The bad one was A PERSON that was closed to me is no more longer.

I do admit that was my mistake.However, silent treatment and pretending nothing happen doesnt make

me feel good.

In fact..Bila aku bertanya perlu ke jawab nak tak nak kan.Seolah olah ko buat serupa gua bakar lu

punya Honda woo..Teramat la macam fukkeymeks kan..Hello..Kalau aku buat salah seolah olah besar

kan,bukan ko tak boleh tegur kan.Apa ko ingat aku bebal ke nok.Maybe sometimes I act stupid but I am not ok.

Then perlu ke ko nak bagi tahu sealam at least save me from Tony Romas and watsoever..Ko ingat aku

tak berduit ke nak beli? Kalau aku tak berduit pun aku senyap, berduit pun aku senyap..Sebab aku tahu

aku mampu beli nak makan ke nak sapu makan.In fact not first time, aku pergi Tony Romas.Lain la baru

keluar dari gua kan..

p/s : nampak sangat ko x ikhlas.Thanks God la kan ko x belanja..Kang mak aku terima mayat aku sebab

makan mati tercekik kan..

Kan..Plus masa nak pergi TJR..Aku sanggup tukar date vacation masa birthday aku pergi tarikh lain then bila

confirm..Boleh ko ckap : I thought u celebrate lavishly with your so called amantes.Pukitai sungguh

Aku akui..Perkataan Fukkeymeks tue kinda hardcore.Untuk ko la but for those who knewing me

over 1 year above no one senrtap macam ko kan..In fact aku rasa ye la kot ko orang tua yang agak

beremosi..Terus rasa rasa nak kasi Kotex ke Carefree..Since aku rasa bersalah kan maki ko kan..

So aku minta maaf la. Kan dan buat salah..

Wah..Memang ego ko tinggi kan..AKu ingat ego aku tinggi ala2 KLCC kan.Rupa-rupanya terus ko buat blog

kan..Ala2 follow me on twitter gitew after aku sms minta maaf..

Siap buat paragraph ok.Kelas Ko MARIA..Ko ingat aku ni bebal

ke or bangangnya x reti baca. Doesnt mean high end educations reflected you are brilliant enough, if you

think like arsehole..

Takpe aku x kesah,aku sabar je..Tapi bila aku baca wah melampau kan.Kalau x nak maaf tak perlu la

berblog kan..So x pe la kan..Ingat ingat dah habis rupa rupanya ada juga..Ala2 kesinambungan..

Memang masalah la kalau ko cari pasal dengan anak Asfari ye.

Even aku gu gu ga ga..Jangan ko ingat aku ni tak reti nak tepis semua ye.

Ye aku tahu memang dah xde kemaafan kan.So x perlu la ko nak highlight pasal diri aku kat blog.Sebab

bila aku baca feeling feeling glamer la pula.XIXI..

Apapun aku akan ye..Over time, the memories will fade away so does our existence.

Lu jangan risau..Apa yang ada gua akan delete. In fact kalau terserempak kalau ada jalan yang jauh.

harus aku U turn ke apa ke.Kang ada yang meroyan kan..Aku x hadap pun nak jumpa dah.In fact aku dah try macam macam

nak minta maaf.Takpe.I done my part.Aku x kisah nak hadap kan. Infact aku kenal ko baru 4 bulan..Ala2 probation period.

Tak kisah kenal ke tak kenal aku still bernafas, makan ikut time, tido lambat..So life sama sajorkk

I am willing to let you go as long I am not losing others that I knew more than a year. Yang boleh terima aku bila aku mencaruts, melawak

and etc. Mulut I memang jahat.Untuk orang yang bersopan santun (kepada sesiapa yang rasa dia bersopan jangan la kawan dengan aku)

Kang ada yang serntap.Hheheheh..

So is okey..Anyway Happy October beautiful people..Lagi 2 bulan nak new year..Yea yea..