Fabulous February

Fabulous February...

Dear Blog,

It's been an ages I did not update..Due work hectic and etc..And yay I am having a great life instead.

So..let me roll up my past in this holy entry..

Last blog update 24th October 2011 and now February dow..

So basically I had done loads of things namely :

a) Malacca Trip with my Icha Chula..

I drag him to follow me so call short trip over 3 days 2 night..The best part masing2 x nak balik2..LOL..We had stay in great The Majestic Malacca.

1st plan was Tg Jara.Too bad.Monsoon not allowed us to heading there.

A big thanks to Ong for bringing us around Malacca over a great dinner..Me likey..

b)Dinner with Sean, Itek and Ichaa

Frankly, I spent most of my times with them.Until 1 time dinner every week.Maybe not with Sean or Itek.But a must have person was Icha..And tabung gossip

yang x pernah nak kosong.Hint.." Eh ko tahu x....

Add on- I am not heading somewhere over a coffee at least with those idiots that doesnt fit in my shoes.

c) A hearftfull call/sms/facebook message with Rudy Azhar

I miss my monkey bro..With him over a holiday on June..I wanted to see him badly..I miss u monkey..Please get in touch even i know right now..U are in

the land of incredible INDIA..(pengsan aku dengan ini tagline)

d) Front Office Outing.

I am admit.I am dominant all the holidays, the outing and I always tried hard to be in any occasion with my team and boss..Jeng jeng jeng..

We was having our own mission impossible movie,Kuala Gandah and dinner.Arie told me, that me myself is the person that try my level best

to be in any occasion or event.(aku bangga kejap)..haha..>Like Jennifer Said " this woman 24/7 occupied..I bet she and her spa appointment and

many appointment in her waiting list..

e) New Friends..

Oh yay..I am making new friends.As for me.I am appreciate those who are able to deal with me.Ok in my mind I do have Azhar.Oh well I do have 3 Azhar..So I need

to label them in my own way.LOL..Azhar that I know.(I mean the new one).I may say he is nice guy and easy going person to talk to.

Oh yay 1 thing I know the most every weekend if he is not cycling it will be climbing..Sekian..bagus kan penjelasan macam ni.

f) Shoopiiiiiiiiing

How come I may forget shopping.It can be food, cloth, bill payment(is it consider shopping?) miahaa..Window shopping..(shopping tingkap)

The moment I step inside the mall(my favourite is Pavilion follow by KLCC) Like my dad said.." Abah tengok setiap kali Afira Shopping, the moment you step

in glowing je muka tu kan, x payah pakai SK-II dah" LOL..

Icha is my best shopping partner, since I am not born skinny sometimes, I do find difficulties in picking up my outfit..lalla...But most of it, I may deal

it successfully. My favourite shop is Nichii and Forever 21 follow by Zara. Nichii itself have a great dress, tube, tops and etc at very very affordable price.

Forever 21, I love the Kashmir Top.Yes the price a bit pricey but who cares if the qualities and colour last longer. Zara in the other hand I love the shirt

and V neck cardigan.Auw..Normally Icha duty was hold my shopping bag while me myself..eagerly and energetic heading one shop to another shop.ahahaha..until one time

on January I told Azhar, I realized I do have found a bag with my top, dress and shoes with price tag-not being touch and I dump the bag over past a week..

The best thing-3 dress, 1 stiletto. Auw..in the end of the day.It tooks me another 3 days to take it out all the dresses and hang in nicely inside my wardrobe.

Oh yeah left one dress still not being wear and the shoes to.. =(

Good thing, I do have my lovely shortpant from VOIR cost me RM 90 per pair.I love the red one.Told you, itu seluar pendek merah banyak ong ok..hehehhe

Icha was like, eh cantiknya short ni..Terus aku warning dia agar x hijack itu seluar..hehhe..

g) My Charm..

Since I ada itu seluar pendek merah..And suddenly Afira became very very superstitous with red colour..jeng jeng.I do change my lipstick to revival red.Having a red handbag

( hehe)and suddenly pop out.She got Ong ok..I mean luck.

I do get a voucher over 3 Days/2 Night at The Ritz carlton KL at Executive Delux auuww..FYI the room itself cost RM 1250 per room per night and the stays is 2nights with

a breakfast.And the next day I received RM 200 voucher dine in at Ritz..Auw babe..Even i lost a things but I double up my happiness.Love Love...

And I am gonna stay it with jeng jeng jeng my Monkey bro and Icha..wiggle wigggle...I cant wait it..It will be on April itself..

And....I bet enough for today..I am gonna write it more..maybe more details about my trip and so on..Till then..

I am September

JANUARY = CHATTER Loves to chat. Loves those who love... them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to cont...rol emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY = THUG Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH = GORGEOUS Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless.

APRIL = SEXY Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains.

MAY = LOVER Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

JUNE = FINEASS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

JULY = GANGSTA You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!

AUGUST = ATTITUDE outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

SEPTEMBER = IMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

OCTOBER = HOTTIE Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

NOVEMBER = SWEETIE Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

DECEMBER = BEAUTY This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited

No more drama

Just as every summer ends, all tourists come home. All dreamers wake up. And new problems are born.

And just like that, a pretty girl's ugly secret is revealed.But no matter what the season brings..

Me always Me..Nothing change!!

~Sometimes you just have to come clean. No matter how many dirty secrets come out~

October about to end soon!!..Then I do realized a lot of things happen in this 2011..

I personally felt that 2011 are colourfull..Hahha.I really mean it.

In fact I knew someone, who actually yang aku anggap macam family kan..But because one thing happen

all faded away. Just because a wrong sending mail, I was given a silence treatment..Haha..In fact

the most heart break statement "Eh I thought you celebrate lavishly with your so called amantes"

Wohoo People like this deserve the standing ovation of your tallest finger..So enough with it..

However one more things like I just realized with my monkey bro.Someone is sick and really really fucking

a doctor right now.Well I am pretty sorry for you. You really NEED a doctor to fade away your paranoid

or kind of your attitude of lurve-to-jump-to conclusion..And after that.YOUTHINKYOUALWAYSRIGHTEVENYOUARENOT!!

Hmm..the best part was like I have no idea why...MAk banyak kerja nok..But I do follow the flow..It is part and parcel that I need to reduce my tensed with my works =)

The funny is you are well educated person. And I was adore you before and always proud to have you

as a part of my families..

But now..I was wrong A BIG TOTALLY WRONG..LOL..Never judge a book by its cover..I should flip more the pages till end..

Anyway..I am not losing anything..And I dont mind to losing something which is new and fragile

I am looking for high end quality of friendship.I do haveThe persons who always accept the best and even the worst of me....And I do appreciate to the max..I do have Baq, My monkey bro and few of amantes !!

I know with kind of my attitude..I dont have any problems to find so call friends.

However, I am not stupid enough.I am very picky to choose whom i want to be. But this time

I was made kind of big mistakes..The warning that I had been received earlier...Should not be ignored..

The terms IGNORANCE JUST A BLISS..Doesnt work weiii...

Nevertheless.I felt sorry to my monkey bro..Due of this..I am so sorry..My mistake..But.I feel so entertained

with this kind of drama..it is time to grab a pop corn and continue what's next!!

Enjoy the show peeps!!!

A piece of ME

Slowly slowly … the faces fade away The memories of yesterday pass away … If only it wasn’t for that day … an old street just an old street reminds me of that day Just an old street with the same green trees … it’s just a different day Nothing has changed … but only me For better or worst might be … Walking along … the memories recalled of another day and another... I remember when I walked away … as I knew I won’t walk it again Since then thing are just the same … just an older than me street Strange isn’t it … how things can remain some time the same I walked away and I know this way … it impossible for me to come again How strong that street can be I can’t face it …. I don’t want, and so I don’t want to walk it again but for some reason I went that way … My father used to say …. You can say so much son … but you can only do less … … maybe one day I can do more than I say ... maybe I can And so I went a head …for some time not for so long … then I look back It all looks so close while it’s yet so far away …. the years has based away just like the face that faded away ... that street saw it all ... all that way Whoever comes back ... comes with pain … from the past they come with pain Walking that street I though I know ... who walked in and out was never their Those trees where ... I found it very difficult to try and understand ... Piece ... here and there ... almost every where and from anywhere collected and then thrown away A plate full of honey ... can only give you honey ... a street full of traffic will only hold you back

Feeling Feeling

AA:Every girl fantasizes about finding her Prince Charming. But if that Prince refuses to come...

A girl has to take matters into her own hands...

So enough of the BassNess Story.I am interested to tell my story and my MB....

My MB currently in somewhere..Saja aku tak nak state..Kang di tahu mampus.haahahha

Ok..So masa raya tu kan..My MB wish me selamat hari raya terus i tertido pukul 1 am..Happy punya pasal

Muahaha..Buruk gila perangai macam tu..Mak aku pun excited bila MB ada cakap nak datang Penang if kerja dia

habis awal..ehehhe

Anyway MB memang keep promised dari dia kat SG sampai la kat US dia keep in touch dengan aku..

Even x la setiap 1 jam but we keep updated each other..gila setiap 1 jam..mati la aku..

With him i do feel comfy very much..and safe..

The most memorable memory when he walked me in KL..actually kat changkat je.Yes for others might be

nothing but for me I feel so special.And the tears was about to running down. Satu benda yang aku

tak pernah alami.Sedih tak tentu pasal.hehhe..

Kan..over tau...Hah.then since he in US, ada je masa lapang bila dia free aku free YM je kerja kami..

Muahaa..ada je yang nak di cakap.Terus mak bunga bunga je hati..Pergi kerja pun energetic gitew..

Muaahahah..Padahal cerita tu xde la apa sangat.But the time he spend masa break buzz aku.Make me appreciate.

Then after that..baru aku realized..ala2 discovery channel even my monkey bro cakap

"Apa yg ko discovery,dia nyah ke..Grrr.."

Aku discovered kan.My MB ada sense of humour..Muahaha..Over a year baru aku sedar..Hahaha..Ye la jumpa

pun jarang.Dia pergi sana sini.One thing I do respect about him..Even he is someone,money is not big

problem for him, he is very humble.Satu benda yang aku suka..hehehe

Then bila aku tanya kat En Rudy.."macamana ko tahu aku suka dia ek?"

Terus dia jawab "i know J is special..jgn tanya mcmana i tau ok..nanti i jwb dgn stupiakk answer..lol"

harus aku ketok dia..haahhah

Even masa aku lambat masa jumpa dia..Sebab masa tu jammed, he still acting cool la..Sumpah kalau

orang lain habis aku di carutsss.hehhee..

Kan..memang aku rasa happy la..But as usual i cant be excited too much even mid october dia akan

datang sini katanya.I need to discover wether he is martini straight up or vodka with a twist..

Bare in mind cik AA..heehhe.

In fact i memang suka dia..But I kena ukur diri I..Dia tu Encik Pilot.Baik gila, Gentleman gila..So aku

waras lagi..In fact ada rezeki ada la..Tak de tak perlu nak meroyan tahap gaban kan..Hhehehe

"The problem with fairy tales is that they set a girl up for disappointment.

In real life, the Prince goes off with the wrong Princess.

Or the spell wears off and two lovers realize they're better off as... well, whatever they are...

But I'll confess. Every once in awhile a girl craves her fairy tale ending.

So sleep tight, kiddies. It seems like AA got her happily ever after.

~Bisou Bisou~

Fade Away

AA :Thanksgiving, my favorite holiday.

As always I'll be spending it giving thanks for the bounty of secrets I've harvested from you this year.

But leave a place for me at your table. I'll be back for just desserts.

Well..It is October..Wohoo..I wish October are much much better that September..

Obviously loads of things happen last month.The bad one was A PERSON that was closed to me is no more longer.

I do admit that was my mistake.However, silent treatment and pretending nothing happen doesnt make

me feel good.

In fact..Bila aku bertanya perlu ke jawab nak tak nak kan.Seolah olah ko buat serupa gua bakar lu

punya Honda woo..Teramat la macam fukkeymeks kan..Hello..Kalau aku buat salah seolah olah besar

kan,bukan ko tak boleh tegur kan.Apa ko ingat aku bebal ke nok.Maybe sometimes I act stupid but I am not ok.

Then perlu ke ko nak bagi tahu sealam at least save me from Tony Romas and watsoever..Ko ingat aku

tak berduit ke nak beli? Kalau aku tak berduit pun aku senyap, berduit pun aku senyap..Sebab aku tahu

aku mampu beli nak makan ke nak sapu makan.In fact not first time, aku pergi Tony Romas.Lain la baru

keluar dari gua kan..

p/s : nampak sangat ko x ikhlas.Thanks God la kan ko x belanja..Kang mak aku terima mayat aku sebab

makan mati tercekik kan..

Kan..Plus masa nak pergi TJR..Aku sanggup tukar date vacation masa birthday aku pergi tarikh lain then bila

confirm..Boleh ko ckap : I thought u celebrate lavishly with your so called amantes.Pukitai sungguh

Aku akui..Perkataan Fukkeymeks tue kinda hardcore.Untuk ko la but for those who knewing me

over 1 year above no one senrtap macam ko kan..In fact aku rasa ye la kot ko orang tua yang agak

beremosi..Terus rasa rasa nak kasi Kotex ke Carefree..Since aku rasa bersalah kan maki ko kan..

So aku minta maaf la. Kan dan buat salah..

Wah..Memang ego ko tinggi kan..AKu ingat ego aku tinggi ala2 KLCC kan.Rupa-rupanya terus ko buat blog

kan..Ala2 follow me on twitter gitew after aku sms minta maaf..

Siap buat paragraph ok.Kelas Ko MARIA..Ko ingat aku ni bebal

ke or bangangnya x reti baca. Doesnt mean high end educations reflected you are brilliant enough, if you

think like arsehole..

Takpe aku x kesah,aku sabar je..Tapi bila aku baca wah melampau kan.Kalau x nak maaf tak perlu la

berblog kan..So x pe la kan..Ingat ingat dah habis rupa rupanya ada juga..Ala2 kesinambungan..

Memang masalah la kalau ko cari pasal dengan anak Asfari ye.

Even aku gu gu ga ga..Jangan ko ingat aku ni tak reti nak tepis semua ye.

Ye aku tahu memang dah xde kemaafan kan.So x perlu la ko nak highlight pasal diri aku kat blog.Sebab

bila aku baca feeling feeling glamer la pula.XIXI..

Apapun aku akan ye..Over time, the memories will fade away so does our existence.

Lu jangan risau..Apa yang ada gua akan delete. In fact kalau terserempak kalau ada jalan yang jauh.

harus aku U turn ke apa ke.Kang ada yang meroyan kan..Aku x hadap pun nak jumpa dah.In fact aku dah try macam macam

nak minta maaf.Takpe.I done my part.Aku x kisah nak hadap kan. Infact aku kenal ko baru 4 bulan..Ala2 probation period.

Tak kisah kenal ke tak kenal aku still bernafas, makan ikut time, tido lambat..So life sama sajorkk

I am willing to let you go as long I am not losing others that I knew more than a year. Yang boleh terima aku bila aku mencaruts, melawak

and etc. Mulut I memang jahat.Untuk orang yang bersopan santun (kepada sesiapa yang rasa dia bersopan jangan la kawan dengan aku)

Kang ada yang serntap.Hheheheh..

So is okey..Anyway Happy October beautiful people..Lagi 2 bulan nak new year..Yea yea..

FABULOUS 24..

Fabulous 24..

I am in stage of fabulous 24.Last saturday 17th September..

Well...I am happy that I am reaching 24..and blessed with great families and friends around me..

(precisely not all).

Before my big days, Fleur made a heartfelt visit..Which i taught she pulling my legs.She coming all

away from Holland to see me..Great right.In fact.I do reserved a table at SKybar Traders.I taught it gonna

be my 2nd visit.Wanted a couch sit that facing direct to KLCC..However I am able to reserved a high table

seat..Grrr...

Mum and dad wish me on 17th mid night..Hahha which makes me so touch..I cant believe I am big girl already

Er with my sized..I am big what..haha..I still believe I am Kiddo..Like my foster Dad Roland Louis told me

No matter how old are you, you still be my baby in the families..Sweet right.

Then my monkey bro..Wish me..Oh my..He never missed my big day..But his big day will be more grand ok.

Masa deepavali..Harus i dapatkan sari dari masjid india sekali dengan gelang kaki chin ching pakai

masa hari jadi dia..haha..Ko mampu?Mesej dia buat aku tergelak ok.Oh my..besides that I received others wishes

via sms,call and FB..

The icing on the cakes.It is my big day.I just want to be with my bitches..Since I was so busy back home

spend more time with families and etc.I dont want to be left out with them.However things doesnt

went well as I planned.

(Good Morning NY this is your wake up call!!)

A few days before my big day, I informed that lets have a drink in Werners. Well as per P and L..We are

working morning, busy and bla3.But for me is ok lets give a try..Being with bitches is great.

Well on 17th September afternoon, I received a call from the bitcha for the wishes (tq again), what

a melancholy Fyra throw a questions would u mind to come tonight..And again the answers was so so.

The bitches do asked me what is my planned..Since my original plan was SKybar-Werners..

And they told me, we are working morning.So i told them is ok.No need to worries next time..

Coz for me, is ok orang tak nak jangan di paksa..Ko sendiri paham la kan where u belong right..Lagi

mau tanya..Am i right..

So i am awake at 4pm..After the dutches Fleur silent her mobile..And dia tido macam orang mati ko tahu tak.

Then she send me sms "Holy fuck, Jesus..U send me sms like someone die!!"

Ok..biba sangat ko tu tido mati ok..Siap aku yang lawa ni pergi North block ketuk rumah dia ok..Like hello

mujur mak tak call 911 ok.Grr..Then she was wait me at pool at 5..I was like..Please dont pull me to pool.

X kuasa i ok..hahaha..

Then at 5.15pm..she was running to me.with a cake..A slice of cake from Secret Recipe.She kissed my

cheek and wished Happy Birthday Hot Stuff..I was like thank you..Thanks for the surprised..Since it was my big day

Fleur asked me to cancel table at SKybar.I was like..Hell no..But fleur was like..Please allow me

to surprised you.OK and Minah belanda ni..Surprised me with a dinner at La Bodega. Infact the staff over there

sang me a birthday Song..OMG..I was like auwww..Mummy i am so happy...

But no so long..I received a sms from Joey to check whether his room is being reserved or not? I was like

guys..Break please.Are u buzzing me for room.Yeah so what makes u want me to approved? Do u reckon the SOP

of the resv? Well please follow the SOP.Even me, i pun ikut channel ye send to HR and etc.

Even Pauline HM pun submit apatah lagi U kan.I bukan nak berlagak..SO after sms bla2..Then I told him why not

check with VKL.Since my mood was like fucked up..Fleur was like trying to cool me down.Come on guys

it is my big day..I just want to have a peaceful night..And It doesnt too long and Joey called me..

Biba kan..So i was like Joey just check at VKL la..then he was crap ntah due i was so damn fucked up..

Ok fine.U deal with the truth fyra...Bithces away and no one of your groupy celebrate your birthday?

Well if others.Di planning ye..Place,people,fucking cakes and candles to blow..I am not asking all of

this..I just want to be with my fucking bitches..But since all of them with fucked up excuse...

So sendiri mau sedar la kan..So i was like fine..I was told Joey enough..And Joey hang up phone might

be he cant stand i am starting swearing..Muahaha..CCB..

So after the dinner we was stop by at Werners and fuck of changkat was heavenly pack..

(Ok since when chnagkat never packed?)Then we was having a drink..Great news fleur quitting alcohol ok

That is very lovely..

And after that 2 of us decide to back home since it is raining..So i was like ok back home and planning

to enjoy a hot tea and my twilight bookand out soon.not now..the night still young ok..In fact from changkat to home i was having a fight with the

bloodsucker taxi driver..Eh ini taxi biasa is not a limo ok.Cant you try not to cheat me.I am malaysian dude.

I am not arabic, or persian or thrash white female.Stop speaking english, aku boleh cakap melayu.Hello

mak melayu nok dont confuse with me face, hair and etc.Make sense ke dari changkat ke bistari RM 25..

Hello is not driving BMW Taxi!!Somemore was like nak naik naik la..Hello like ada satu je ke taxi kat

KL? Even ko je driver terakhir..I rela jalan kaki ok..Dah la bongkak..Biba sangat..

Then I do find one taxi.Ok la price reasonable RM 15 ok la somemore i caught in traffic..ok stop melalut..

Back home.AT 11.20 Afira home with heels, bags,makeup and lying on her couch.Auw..While listening to rain..

Romantic gila..I wish to be under arms of kucing siyam..hahaa..Gila..kan..sudah sudah la berangan.kang ada yang

kapal terbangnya terbabas kan..Vulgar gila imaginasi i ok..Ko mampu?

It wasnt long until Lavi called..I was like picked up or not..So i was like picked up the call..and lavi asked me where

am I?

So i told her i was somewhere..Due i am not mode to answer any calls or talks..And she asking me to heading to Werners.I was like

darla..you are not even confirmed with me..And what is this? Surprised?I do appreciate but thanks

you are too late I am home and I am out soon.So it is not my mistake if i want to change plan.

She was like bitch..This is how you acted la..I drove from Subang to Bukit Bintang and this is how la..Ok fine..Enjoy your day.

I was like watever ..It is not my fault..When I asked to go out no one want to confirmed.So if i changed my plan.

Do i need to inform..Guys I am celsius.Please see me..BE here..Sound desperate right..

Hello..I do have pride la..dah korang tak confirm salah I ke?

Then not to finish yet.Priya coming over trying to comfort me by sending sms.

"y la dey marah dgn kite"..So estate tau Priya..mau aku gelak..

Of coz l marah kan..i nak tukar plan salah I ke? I know I am not belong to all of u..

Priya was like asking me to chill and rilex..In fact she told me..dont spoiled my auspicious day..

I was like fucked it already spoiled..

Swear to god, holyshit..Just because of someone I am changing my holy fucking holidays to end of september..

Otherwise I am stranded in the island ok..Enough..Next year 2012..If I am still alive la kan..

my 25 will be somewhere.By hook or by crook..No matter what.I am so sorry but sometimes.I need to be selfish..

And i was talked to Ichaa and expressed my broken heart.He was comfort me from HK.Uwaaa..My kucing siyam busy...

And it wasnt long.I was cried like a watever thinking of this friendship and etc..Well i stated F..

Friends or Foe..or Fuck..

Azhar was buzz me at FB..it doesnt took me to long to call my monkey bro..Who is always my listener,

gossip partner and etc..Sorry I cant hide my tears..Harus ko tadah ok.hahhaa..

I am feeling better after I telling him the stories..I wish he is next to me now..Uwaaa..I lurve u monkey..

Ok ok and now i am better.

The best is 20th September I was called mama and sang her a birthday song..I lurve u mummy..And guest what Joey was check in

in VKL..Oh yeah.I am the 1 who approved the room.

He was like ..U still serntap?My face expressed 1000words.I was like of coz..No hugs like I always do..Sorry mate I cant even

accept on how all of you acted.Friend? Maybe not anymore..Maybe you just a stranger.We was shake hand..Told you what,

I am not even in the mood to see them.Well You all just make me hate all of you.INDEED..Well Joey was trying to comfort me..I am so sorry but i try not to deal with all of you anymore..

Then after check him in I was like received a sms about mineral water.No mineral water..I was like here we are not provide any mineral water.And he was like reply like this"eh dkat mariot ada tau hokeh"

Purlease la ok..I was in marriot and in Ritz.In fact I do have stay in Ritz Suite before and complimentary upgrade rooms..So with and without

staff rate..So fyra reply like this.."like that stay je in marriott"

you all dont fucking berlagak la ye..Like I never stayed there..U deal with a wrong person..

Before he back home..He was looking for me, even I dont want to see him anymore..

But i went see him and he was like..As usual you take care me..Called me if you want to go out..Maybe u tak keluar dengan kita kot.

FOr first time over the whole fucking relationship, i told him..I would not called you, I know where I am belong to..

Is ok i know how to carry myself.Is Ok..I am fine..I would not called them anymore.Seriously this time

I serntap gila..In fact he was asked Bong to look after me..I was like , now worries if I am felt

down, I know how to wake up back and back to tracked..Guys I am not the one who created this..

But please leave yourself in my place and think.Por Favour I dont want to talk or think about this again..

Before I am ended up this entry..I wish i am gonna have a fabulous 24 with my families and friends around me..

I lurve you guys.

p/s Moral of the stories.next time others birthday..Just ignore je..U have a better life/day if you cut

your routine..cakap je..i kerja pagi.. x larat nak bangun..Diva kena tidur cukup..nanti laki

lari sebab kulit sembap how la..Terus market drop..Laki tinggal I how la..

A birthday can be a red hot weapon of revenge. Or a heartfelt apology.Or sometimes, there's a way to candy coat the fact you're all alone.

But whatever your big day brings, never forget that some years, it's a massacre.

~Bisou Bisou~